I tried to be myself I tried to open up But like a doll thrown on a shelf I was a silent dove Through the sacred fire I was burned and was scarred I walked on a constant wire I almost fell apart You stole something I loved Filled me with hate and doubt Well now I have had enough The truth is coming out Gotta do what's best for me It's been an eternal night Found the power in my beliefs Got the weapons to win the fight
[Chorus] There's no way I'll give up It's not in my blood I am on the hunt to show what I'm made of Now that I'm awake I can finally say I'm going insane from the world I tried to save I'm unable to breathe Their strengths increase It's like I'm choking by those I thought loved me You say you know it's hard You caused the hardest part Now I see who you are from my Convulsion Heart
Breathe, Breathe, Breathe
If you want someone to blame you can blame yourself You're stuck in your mental game Fighting air in a shell Your words are in humane stinging my heart to death You thought you could have your way Now look who has nothing left
It's been months and months and I've had enough I'm sorry if you don't like it but I'm gonna be blunt You refuse to hear, you continue to lie Well now I guess, baby, it's your time to cry Call it what you want: "Rebellion," "Immaturity" But not everything I say is make believe So any way you put it, you know I'm done, I'm through To give up on love? Sorry I refuse!